Friday, November 17, 2017
Hey loves! The topic for tonight is heartbreak.
I honestly couldn't wait to touch on this topic, because it's dear to me. So let's get right into it!

If you've never experienced heartbreak.. 9/10 you're probably the one who did the heartbreaking. Heartbreak to me, is a temporary, but what seems to be everlasting feeling of emotional distress. There are times where you think you're happy, but really you're an emotional wreck and most certainly not 100% you.  

Cutting straight to chase, I invested my time into a young fella & it ended with my heart being broken into a million pieces. I use to lay in bed wondering "what did I do to deserve such a pain like this?", and I continued to wonder that for months. Reflecting back on those months, I can definitely say I was alive, but I wasn't living. Throughout those month's, it haunted me day and night. But it hit me worse when I was alone. I remember praying for healing, dressing up everyday, and just over drowning myself in events to ease my mind of that catastrophe. But what really helped me get through such a tough time in my life?

I cried when I needed to. I had friends to guide me and tell me what I needed to hear, and not what I wanted to hear. I participated in more events, made more friends. I stayed true to myself, because DEEP DOWN.. I knew I wasn't at fault for his actions. 

Slowly but surely, I began to start living again. He might of had control over my feelings, but I refused to let that boy have control over my life as well. I took back what was mines, and kept moving forward. My level of growth from then to now is amazing. I am blessed beyond measures for that experience, because it made me who I am today! SO THANK YOU HEARTBREAK. I might not be the old me, but I am something much more than that. 

I hope to inspire young women struggling heartbreak to stay true to yourself! You are beautiful and amazing. He don't deserve you, boo. He gave you the pain of heartbreak; now you give him the pain of missing out on something pure and real like yourself! You deserve the world, Queen. 

Thanks for tuning in, xoxo

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